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{"text":"The Weight of the Load, a phrase that carries a dual resonance in serving as both a literal and metaphorical anchor in this story. On the surface, it refers to the physical burden that strains an aging truck and a weary body. Yet, beneath this, the load symbolizes the intangible burdens of a life spent in relentless motion—decades of solitary miles, the pressure of looming decisions, and the quiet wrestle with faith and purpose. End of foreword. \n\nThe air was crisp and heavy with the scent of saltwater and pine as Earl guided his aging Freightliner across Route 50, the Delmarva’s dawn still a faint promise behind him. The trailer hummed with its load of fresh chicken meat, bound for Rocko Meats in the shadow of the Catoctin Furnace, nestled in the historic heart of Thurmont, Maryland. It was Good Friday, April 18, 2025, and the world felt poised on the edge of something sacred, something final. Earl’s hands, calloused from decades gripping the wheel, tightened as he glanced at the dashboard clock: 3:45 AM. He’d make it to Harriet Chapel with time to spare.\n\nFor twenty-three years, Earl had hauled poultry from the Delmarva Peninsula—Delaware, Maryland, Virginia’s eastern shore—where chicken farms sprawled like patchwork quilts. His truck, a 2005 model, groaned under the weight of countless loads, its odometer flirting with a million miles. Lately, the repair bills had outpaced his paychecks. The choice loomed: sink his savings into a new rig or retire, leaving behind the only life he’d known. At sixty-two, the decision felt like a judgment day.\n\nHe pulled into the lot near Rocko Meats, the Catoctin Furnace’s old stone stack looming in the predawn mist, a relic of a bygone era. Built in the 1770s, the furnace had forged iron for the Revolution, its fires stoked by men who’d toiled until their bodies broke. Later, it cast cannonballs for the Civil War, its bellows roaring through the night. Now, it stood silent, a museum piece, its slag heaps softened by time. Earl felt a kinship with it—both of them weathered, both carrying the weight of history.\n\nHe locked the cab and walked the short path to Harriet Chapel, a modest Episcopal church built in 1832, its whitewashed walls glowing faintly under the stars. The chapel, tied to the furnace’s iron-making community, had been his sanctuary for years. Every delivery to Rocko Meats began here, at 4:00 AM, when the world was quiet enough for a man to hear his own soul. Easter weekend amplified the place’s pull. The resurrection story—of death giving way to life—stirred something in him, though he wasn’t sure he believed it anymore.\n\nInside, the chapel was dim, lit only by a single candle near the altar. Earl sat in a worn pew, his flannel shirt damp with sweat despite the April chill. He bowed his head, not praying exactly, but listening. The silence was thick, broken only by the creak of old wood. He thought of the furnace workers, men who’d fed the fires, their lives bound to the rhythm of molten iron. Like them, Earl’s life had been shaped by repetition—load the truck, drive, unload, repeat. But the furnace had gone cold, and now his own engine was faltering.\n“Lord,” he whispered, testing the word, “what’s next?” No answer came, but the question hung like smoke. Retirement meant rest, maybe a small house by the Chesapeake, fishing at dawn. A new truck meant more years on the road, the hum of the highway, the freedom of motion. Both paths scared him. To stop was to admit he was old. To keep going was to bet on a body that ached more each day.\n\nHe thought of Easter, of Christ rising from the tomb. The idea of renewal, of second chances, was beautiful but distant. Earl’s faith had worn thin over the years, eroded by long nights, broken marriages, and the slow grind of the road. Yet here, in Harriet Chapel, with Good Friday’s shadow over him, he wanted to believe in something larger. The furnace outside had been rebuilt twice, its stones reshaped but enduring. Maybe he could be remade too.\n\nThe candle flickered, casting shadows on the altar’s cross. Earl’s mind drifted to the load in his trailer—thousands of pounds of chicken, destined for Easter dinners across Maryland. Families would gather, pray, eat, celebrate life. His work, unnoticed, made that possible. There was dignity in it, he realized, a quiet holiness. But was it enough to keep going?\nHe stood, knees creaking, and stepped outside. The sky was lightening, the furnace’s silhouette sharp against the horizon. Its history pressed on him: men who’d worked until they couldn’t, who’d built something that outlasted them. Earl’s truck, his life, wouldn’t last forever, but maybe that wasn’t the point. Maybe the point was the work itself, the act of carrying the load as far as you could.\n\nBack at the truck, he checked the manifest for Rocko Meats. Delivery was at 6:00 AM, and he’d be done by noon. The weekend stretched ahead, empty except for the decision he couldn’t avoid. As he climbed into the cab, the first rays of sun touched the chapel’s steeple, and a verse from his childhood surfaced: “He is risen.” Earl didn’t know if he believed it, but for the first time in years, he wanted to.\n\nHe started the engine, the familiar rumble steadying him. One more delivery. One more dawn. The future and the road stretched out before him, and Earl drove toward it, not knowing what lay beyond but trusting he’d find his way.\n.\n.\n.\n.\n.\n.\n.\n.\nTHE END\n him. One more delivery. One more dawn. it, not knowing what lay beyond but trusting he’d find his way.","videos":"[]","link":"{}","pics":"[]","canComment":true,"externalShare":false} |
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